Or getting kicked, lol, not sure!
Hard to tell with all the madness going around if I am on top of my game or if I completely lost and have not realized it yet!
My writing time frames have shrink to nearly nothing, while I used to enjoy lots of time in front of either a notepad, sticky note, phone or computer and write, I now WORK, WORKKK, WORKKKKKKK! But, there is no progress without struggle, I read that somewhere and kind of stuck with me. Whenever I get to write, that becomes my little glimpse of hope!
maybe
not all is lost
maybe
not all is grey
maybe
behind the clouds, beyond the rain
there’s blinding light, great golden rays
perhaps
it’s all in here
perhaps
it’s all inside my head
the thoughts, the words, the stories
that I would build out of thin air
for all I know
last night I was void of inspiration
for all I know
there was no ink left in my pen
no story spoke to me, no tales I had to tell
and yet right now
amid the chaos, amid the madness
and yet right now
amid the insecurity and the deafening darkness
their voice thunders louder still
the musings came to find me
A.J. Bell
09-15-2021